You're absolutely correct once again steady. I just haven't been able to face it for real like I've mentioned before. I'm completely expecting the worse. Unfortunately I've had two bad dreams and one decent one about the sitch for the past 3 nights.

I have been back to my normal joking, funny, laughing self the past few days, and it's felt pretty good. It's a side of me people are to have back, it's been quite a long time.

I just hope I'm able to keep it going for the next 9 days. Thinking about going home since it'e so close makes for very long days.


Married 18
Me 39
W 37
D 15
D 5
Divorce Filed 8 April 2010
Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept