Eye of the storm?

[cyclone]

W called several times today. The last call was to tell me that she call the MC she had been seeing by herself before the new year and set up an appointment for later in the afternoon. She wanted me to join her if the MC thought it would be ok. I told her that I would be interested in MC if we both have the same goal. Otherwise there is no point.

She never did tell me what her goal with MC but wanted me to show up for the last 10 min. I didn't get to join them until the session was over (she didn't respond to my text that I was there). A session was scheduled for Thursday.

W spent a lot of time on the phone earlier talking about how she didn't know that I was interested in her and that I loved her because I didn't show it. Not true in the beginning but since I found DR I can see how she would feel that way. This feels like an attempt to hoover me back to a place she is comfortable with. Who knows especially with the behavior the past week. It is so hard to not show her my true feelings when that is the very thing she has complained about and what she was looking for with OM.

I'll give the session Thursday a go and play things by ear until then.

As you say. It'll go one way or the other. Maybe it's time to try something different.