I'm not in business with my H (thank goodness) but as SC stated I've seen my H not living up to things that he said he would do as his guilt has subsided. Maybe that won't happen to you to the extent it has to me because the business keeps the consequences of his bad judgment and choices in his face. Your H doesn't just get to pretend you don't exist as you rely on each other for your livelihoods.
I know zero expectations are the order for the day and every day for a long time, but in my heart I would give most anything to spend a little time alone with my H remembering how things once were. That would get me no where and my brain understands that. My heart needs to catch up. Wouldn't happen anyway as H is very nervous if he is alone in the same room as me. Not sure why. Trying not to mind read here, but he acts like he is cheating on ow to even give me a hug. Very strange.
I agree with SC that it wouldn't hurt to get a L's advice just so you know what your options are. Your H doesn't have to know. It's just to prepare yourself in case your H throws a monkey wrench into the works. (Bigger than he already has.)
Hugs girl, you have a lot on your plate to deal with and I admire your strength!
