There is not much of an update. Or is there? It feels as if things move forward at an incremental pace but I am okay with that (most of the time). Things are moving forward and that is the important part.
I can recognize Mr. K now. I can recognize the sound of his voice and the look in his eyes. It is a lot like normal. It is familiar and what I used to know. And it is as simple and as complex as that. I feel that he is seeing me again and I am seeing him. He sounds like himself and he looks like himself.
I am in a good place physically, mentally and spiritually. I think I have my stuff together. I am still discovering a lot about myself. My Simple Plan is to keep on my path. It is a good one for me. It may not be for everyone but I am not everyone .
I let Mr. K free and that is not to say that I stood by wringing my hands and acting like a doormat. I prefer to think that I conducted myself with quiet strength, accepted where I was and found my joy nonetheless. I did do tough love and I did draw my boundaries and then I DID ME. I went with what I felt I needed to do and took everything else out of the equation.
I decided to live life like I believed that Jesus had my back and like I was truly blessed. I turned up my happy. I got giddy and delerious with my life. And I got sexy back. And somebody seems to have noticed
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