My GAL has been my little art class on Sats., shopping, spending time w my sister's kids. I havent' been doing too much GAL & I'm sure it's part of the problem.
I know I should be going out w friends but honestly, I dont' feel like seeing people (friends) right now. I hate admitting that, but it's true. My life is in such a mess, I don't feel like bringing people up to speed on it. I know that's terrible. I need to GAL but I feel like I've got to get this move done & the S done, & work has me working overtime right now.
I'm just overwhelmed by all the stuff I need to do moving out. Excuses excuses. You are right.
I need help with goals. I need to make my C help me stick to them. I need to do better with this. It's a problem & probably holding back my progress.
I need someone keeping on me when it comes to this stuff. Thanks for making me come clean on it. Please continue!
Wavering again on asking H to pay 1/2 the L fees. I see he pd a $2,000 retainer fee a few days ago (on his account not our joint one) & I felt bad about putting that in S agrmt. I'm losing my perspective here. I know it doesn't matter to our R.
Thanks friends. (((Kara))) I hope all is well. I'll check in soon.
Aver, I hope your chin is still up. I think Flowmom gave you good advice about C. Hugs to you & I'll check back soon.
