DU, you don't have to communicate with people who you don't feel like communicating with. But don't cut yourself off from those who can truly offer you support. Figure out who can really help right now, lean on them, and ask for space from everyone else.
Please don't use your faith to beat yourself up with DU. You are dealing with a very painful reality right now. Take each day at a time and don't try to make sense of it. I think that we will be able to make sense of it one day, but that may be years away.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.