To everyone on this thread, I just wanted to say thank you!!

Having the opportunity to talk about what is happening, to people who actually understand, is soooo very helpful.

I feel better then I have at any other time in this journey, just from talking things out over the last week or so.

Nothing is solved, it's still really really difficult, and some days (or parts thereof!) are better then others.

But for the first time in a long time, I actually have some real peace of mind. That is priceless, really smile

THANK YOU SO MUCH, to everyone who has been here with me, and I wish you all a great day.

Gotta go to work, teaching a gazillion students a new technology today, and maybe for once I am going enjoy it a bit smile