DU,

Sorry to hear that you were in such a tough position. I honestly think the hug was more to satisfy his guilt rather than your sadness. I mean he told you not to get your hopes up and then hugs you. That's just him patronizing you.

As hard as it is, you have to stay strong. Right now he is still controlling you. HE is "allowing" you to be in the house. HE cares for you and your well being (while wanting a D), HE wanted to spend a few days with you.

Well what do YOU want? He pretty much treated you like dirt for the past few weeks and now that he's leaving he wants to spend time with you. If he were coming out of his MLC, he would APOLOGIZE for treating you the way he did. Look at some of the other sitches that turned around. It's not until the WAS shows genuine remorse that they start to turn the corner.


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER