I'm really glad to hear that you are visibly unphased- I was too frustrated and demoralized to exude confidence and calm...I also wasnt posting here when I needed to be the most, so alot of damage was done before I truly started DB-ing.
Stomach in knots- of course.
Once you have more info be prepared for the gaslighting- read up on it again...there will be anger, traps, and LIES...you cant feed any of them
