Hi guys, naej, you were not off, you were right, now that I understood what you were saying. Yes, what I have now, minus the sex, is much better than what I had the pre bomb year (not years-YEAR). It's not close to what we had when we were happy. Still, someone would say this is huge progress. But I dont want what I had that year. Things have changed, I have changed, he has changed. I want more, better, stronger, funner, funnier, easier etc etc Yes, feelings were awoken that cant be recaptured but can be some kind of giude to where I want to go.
fb2, rewrite his history? No, share his history.
awest, you are right, I need to work on expressing myself with a less threatening to him way.
Michelle, I can see he responds to words of affirmation as well. With a delay...
