Starting Over (Again)

[Quart9]

Hey Cautious! Just want to say thank you for the well wishes.

I was catching up on your sitch and I have to confess I was shocked when I read a couple of posts back where you said you don’t like jewelry?! You do like video games though! Do you like sports? OMG! ExC what is wrong with you man!!

I’m sorry to hear about some of your anger resurfacing. It seems justified – especially with the way he has been jerking you around. I wish there was a way for you to see an IC as flowmom suggests. I know you say it is tough because S5 would need somewhere to stay. Could you work it in w/ your school schedule? Does your school offer IC?

Please be careful with the expectations (for him to change/come around near your anniversary or with hugs and affection). It seems like you might be setting yourself up for more hurt there.

Congrats on the GALing and on not sending a drunken text. You’re lucky to have that much self control. This sounds cheesy, but you know what I’ve been doing when I get that intoxicated urge to send the ‘ol booze fueled text? I send whatever I wanted to say to her to myself. Then when I wake up and I look at my phone to find out how much of an idiot I was I instead see how much of an idiot COULD have been.