How to approach W about OM

[OfficerInNeed]

Thanks for the encouragement. Yes my W, at least around me, has toned down. I cant speak the same about how she projects me to others. I learned not to say the things that would cause her to lash out at me. I admit sometimes I still find myself saying something that causes to tell me she is leaving. If I ask her to stay, she tells me she is leaving. So I try not to say things that would suggest I think there is a future between us. I just take it one day at a time.

The past week it seems like she is becoming more detached. As I said in a previous post in is like she just does not care for my efforts anymore, that in her heart and mind she is gone but physically she remains.

Also I want to add, I will do my best to not seem hopeless. I know I need to project a more positive person and bring myself to a better place mentally. It is tough but I am working toward that point.