Well it was weird. H's family is loud an obnoxious - what do you espect for NJ Jews...I started feeling more and more left out. I eventually just disappeared to the back room ... H actually came and found me and asked what was wrong - I said "remember how you felt at Thanksgiving? (we were w my family and H felt left out...) that is how I feel now." H said "awwww" and hugged me! Touched my back later too and kept checking in on me. It was too nice. Made me miss him more. I came back out for the rest and now I'm hiding in the back again. Now that H and I are alone, who knows what I'll get Jeckyl or Hyde. Wish I could have more of that affection!
