beginning to see the real W

[Dr LOve]

Thanks for asking,
Sorry for not posting sooner but allot has happened with the schooling.
Well it was a good thing that I caught myself and went to the wedding not expecting anything. The wedding was a little disorganized. The wedding march song started and there was no bride to be seen. I was starting to think maybe she changed her mind. But about 5 mins later she showed up. Apparently they were waiting and nobody came to get her to start. I did put my arm around W as we listened to the wedding vows.
The reception was a little slow starting also. I had a good time but there was no music going. I mentioned something to wife about dancing later and she stated that since she “put on weight” she does not like to dance. She gets “winded” but they started the music so late anyway we had to leave to go pick up son I did not get a chance to dance with anyone. BUT… her other cousins daughter is getting married in October so I will have another chance.
Things are going good. In fact if it were not for the lack of intimacy I would be happy. Don’t know how much longer I can hold out.
I have seen allot of changes in wife and I think it is because she has seen changes in me. I received the final call today from the Gov. Grant guy and everything is a go. I have to sign some papers next week and then I have orientation and I start classes on April 12th.
Wife in the mean time has stopped talking bad about herself, has started going back to the gym and working out three days a week.(so Far) and she has been looking for work.
I so want to rush things along but I feel that things are not that bad right now and after I am settled in school and wife has lost some of her weight.(It bothers her NOT ME BTW) and gets a job I think we are headed in the right direction,
I have not been to school in YEARS so that is all I want to think about right now. I look at it as I am starting a new chapter in my life and I want to leave the old one closed.