i dont think we ever forget our H's. but i feel like i do not have a choice. i think DB is great... i wish i read it sooner, or should i say i wish i knew months ago he felt this way so that i could have DB'd and fixed what he felt was so awful.
i think i am giving in. i have nothing left to believe in as far as my H and I. i feel like our three months apart has put such a split between us... not sure he is mentally or emotionally capable of working towards our marriage. i should begin focusing on my life, and my baby's... h has moved on. all i have to do is sign the D papers. he is focused on starting a new life and one that does not include me. once he is done school and working in september and making money, he will be going out all of the time, and maybe the OW will finally appear, and he will be happy to have a whole new life... one without me. Maybe DB is not for me... or perhaps i should say, it is for me, but will not work with him. sorry to be so negative. just think its time i throw in the towel.
