The siren's call...It's like heroin, isn't it? I'm not one to offer any advice there, just that I understand. When W want sex, when she's in a good mood, things seem like they're back to normal. There is no normal right now. If you could turn her down and not have sex, I think that would freak her out. I know I have disappointed Sandi with that, but I know she is right. She knows that all she has to do is seduce you and you will be putty in her hands. Same here. Then I feel like a big a$$ because in the morning, all is back to the same ol' same ol'. It ain't worth it.
Same when she's in a good mood. Go with it, enjoy it, but don't get used to it, it won't last. The roller coaster is here to stay for a while and we have to get used to it.
You know what to expect now, so you are able to see it coming and steel yourself against it. go with the flow, be easygoing all the time. I'm still working on it, but I know that it would be worth it in the long run for my own peace of mind. I'm always learning and getting better at it. I know if I would have listened to everyone when I first got here, I would be in a better place. We all have to go at our own pace, but these people know what they are talking about!
