I am doing surprisingly well with H being gone on business trip. He has called a few times, including today at lunch. Business meetings are going well, which is always good for his PMA. I think the break from each other and intensity of piecing for a few days is good for both of us.
As for worrying about OW... I'm not. My gut tells me my H is being truthful that she is "fading from view". And, the bottom line is that if he were meeting with her, I have no doubt I would find out and we would be done. I've faced that already, did just fine surviving the nightmare... and learned that I can deal with the idea of D if I have to. And I would. He knows I will never do this again. He knows I mean it.
So, I am not going to worry about it. I am enjoying me time and time with the kids.
