Thanks piano...
seems like all i've been doing lately is focusing on the past 3 months and the hurt and pain that i feel. i do have to stop praying for miracles... i should b focusing on myself. problem is that i dont have the stregnth or the will power to forget him
or stop texting mean things!

i want so badly to forget about him and focus on me and the baby!!!!!!! wish me luck!

and Piano... thank you... you hae such great advice... you are so strong! keep it up!