Thanks for you input! We have been together officially since 2005. I definately make a huge mistake in college but in 2005, when i committed to her, I was fiercely loyal. I had been even during her "breaks." This thing in Vegas, was immature, granted. I was being reactive after being with a woman who has slept with two other men while she was supposed to be committed to me.
I never wanted any of this. I wanted a healthy, happy, committed relationship. I am ready to be in that place.
We are broken up now. Again, I don't feel like I'm emotionally unhealthy. I feel like a man who is tired of being drug through the mud when there seems to be no end in sight.