I've been up and down this rollercoaster so many times, I can imagine that you are probably down at the bottom right now.
It is not longer the end of Feb, and you had named this post with your decision to sign. Have you decided to sign the divorce papers, then, or does she (and you) want more time to keep trying?
I guess I'm saying, what has changed since your first post? In your first one, you were hurt and wanted to stay with her. Now, you want an escape.
Could you list the top 5 reasons you want to stay (today) married and the top 5 you want to leave for us?
