Thanks for the input. I agree with alot of what has been said. I know I hurt her for a while when I was away in college. I was a cheater, I would make time to see her when I was home for holidays and summers. I had a girlfriend. She felt like she was good enough to cheat with but not good enough to date. I know I've tolerated things I never normally would because I feel so guilty about the past. However, there comes a point when I have to acknoledge that I have changed and I don't have to pay the price for those mistakes anymore.
I have already cut off contact and I know its probably for the best. I just do love her so much. She used to be such a sweetheart. Now I don't even recognize her.
