so things have been better, however my libido is still not what it was and I am having a very hard time dealing with those "lost" years of high drive and remember the desire being there.
She has intimated directly that she will have sex with me or please me whenever, where ever using her hands, mouth or body. I 've sort of tested this and of course it's not true. No I haven't been at Walmart with her and said NOW!
I've told her that I have times of insatiablility though.
I am still having trouble with the resentment of her refusals and lack of support overall. I have a very difficult time just believing in what she says period because of all the lies and excuses. I told her I need time to see the permanent change, but this is not good enough for her. She wants me to be healed RIGHT NOW! This is really hurting our relationship. I don't want to have sex with her when she acts like this, but resent her if we don't. It's all very confusing.
