Maria, I think you misunderstand what I was trying to say. I was referring to feelings being awoken or new ones discovered,making what was enough now being insufficient. Anyway I can see I was off track. I am so glad that you are now in it to win it as you say. That is a great positive. Each time you have these discussions even if they end uncomfortably you bounce back quicker and are a step nearer your goal. That must give you hope. Easter is a time of new beginnings, new life. Enjoy the holiday.