I'm very glad to come here this evening and see that the movie was great. Did the children enjoy it as much as you did? I know it's touch being w/o a job right now, but take this opportunity to bond more w/your children. They need to know that you are there for them and are willing to spend time doing things of interest to them. It is very important that you do this.
Also, the time you've spent w/them is also time you've not focused on your lost wife.
There is a reason for everything that happens to us on this journey. The man upstairs has a way of showing us what is important right now, not yesterday, not tomorrow, but right now.
Take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.