I stand before you. One betrayed person speaking to another. Though you cannot hear my voice speaking the words to you. I whisper them in your ears as you read the words I have written upon this electronic canvas. As you know I was betrayed in July emotionally. Physically in August. I speak this for it is the truth. I am not ashamed of betrayal. I am no less a person than those who have not experienced the gut wrenching pain of betrayal. Those whose hearts are not covered with deep wounds. Whose depths remain uncharted. Yet I heal and the scars have formed. They crisscross across my heart. But it still beats with passion, with love, with care , with hope, with strength, with courage, with determination, with purpose, with endurance, and with innocence. My heart beats strong. My soul , mind , heart and spirit were not destroyed. They were not taken from me by such a selfish and determined act of cruelty. For my vows and morals were the pillars that stood against the storm. I retreated and weathered the storm. These is the truth that I speak to myself......
I am betrayed I am healing I am strong I am abound with inner strength I believe in myself I am a kind and caring person I am working every day at improving myself I am hopeful about my future I am in control of the present I am at peace with that I cannot control I am at peace with the past I am proud of my actions I am not afraid of my thoughts I am not afraid of my actions I am not afraid of speaking my thoughts I am not afraid of acting I speak the truth I speak openly when needed I listen when needed I listen because what is said to me is important I listen because I enjoy what you say to me I listen because I wish to learn I will have a full and happy life I have grace I have strength of character I smile with my eyes I have self worth I believe in myself I have endurance I have persistence I have a purpose I have strength I have determination I have courage I have clarity For I am truthful to myself I know now that I will fall in love again because I know I can love again I know now that I will love again because I can trust again I know now that I can trust again because I was granted the gift of unconditional love.
My life is now.
These thoughts were about I. But I could take your name and place it there. And the truth would be spoken. Interchangeable. Equal. Respect. Truth.
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712
