I don't think that I expressed myself well. I feel like I've shifted a little closer to detachment and that feels good. H is not willing/able to love me and that's MY dealbreaker.
I'm not going to change anything outwardly. But something is firming up inside me.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.