Your right Jack - a waste of time. I have to tell you man I feel like crap! I am starting to realize that everything that I have worked for is probably gone. My M is over. My R with the two oldest is not getting better. Things just suck right now. I know you guys are going to tell me to GAL, detach, etc. I am a totally broken man right now. Don't feel like working, don't feel like much of anything. Shite just sucks. I'll probably be taken to the cleaners on top of all of this. So I just may become the one thing I never wanted to be - a single dad in some small apt with nothing. Yep - life is just dandy these days. About the only thing I have is my R with my D. That's it. Sorry man - just feeling really down today.

Eric


"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter".
"Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!"
"Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans