Sweets, you didnt make a choice to hurt your kids. You are still fighting to avoid it. People do make mistakes. In long term relationships people make many mistakes. I havent met anyone yet nor will I in the future I am sure, that didnt.
Dont allow your drama queen to take over now. It can bring you reallllly down. Do your best. That's your goal. Just do your best. (You are doing great by the way, even if you dent feel like you are.) K
