Thanks dday for checking in on me. I appreciate everyone's advice on this site.
I know what my problem is and it finally hit me. I'm having a terrible time detaching. I know the GAL thing and all of the other advice but when you suffer from depression this is very hard to do. Plus the panic attacks make it worse, and lets top it all off that H telling D13 things just so they get back to me or he wants to see my reaction it gets me all down and out all over again.
Dday, you are a success. How did you ever get your W to contact you and want to start again? I know every sitch is different but you were able to do it in such a short amount of time compared to me.
See there are also outside influences with my H. His family doesn't want us back together and sees nothing wrong with H. And he always worried about what they thought of him. So I'm sure this is confusing him even more and pulling him away from me and the kids.
