flowmom | need to commit to myself

[ImprovedRomeo]

{{FM}}

I could've wrote that word for word myself. The children are what makes this so hard. How can you forgive yourself? for what? like you said he's the one who wasn't in it, you've tried. Sure everyone f's up because we're not perfect but nothing justifies abandoning the family without trying (or trying half-heartedly). They're selfish and I think it takes a certain kind to be them.

Have you been reading the Abandonment book? what chapter are you on now? I flipped through it this weekend, some good stories/analogies.