Help! I've been struggling for 2 years and don't

[Eunicetiger]

Well these changes are for good. It's getting a little easier with the distance thing. One thing was odd yesterday. She came by to get my SD8 bat bag and I was dressed to go to the zydeco with a couple friends and she asked me where I was going with my boots on. I told her and she just kinda said ok. Weird response from her. She was going to ask me to keep the kids for 3 hours while she went to her pokeno nite but I just acted as if it was understood I wouldn't change my plans.

Well I got back last nite around 930 and it was apparent the babysitter watched our kids at our house and not her apt. I assume she was too embarassed or just didn't want the sitter to know about the apt. Either way, it seemed odd.

But our conversation while she was here and later that afternoon when she txt me was light and easy and I made her and the kids laugh. Today is exactly 2 weeks of DB.