!Help! Need Advice and encouragement!

[stark648]

What's 'PMA' ?

I spent 99.8% of the weekend solid with my daughters. We all had a good time

When we were at a friend's kid's b-day party, I text-mailed some pics to W showing the girls milking cows, etc. She texted me back 'they're so cute'. Maybe I shouldn't have contact with her, I don't know. Should I 'go dark' again?

She was going to bring softball candy sale money over to the house Sunday, but d-15 and I took a motorcycle ride to the beach. (d-11 was still at friend's house)

I kept in a little bit of contact with some of my female friends, but I'm having trouble staying interested. At first I kinda liked the attention and 'adventure',(much like W, I'm sure), but after seeing W the other night, I'm having a harder time. I wish she were living back here, but not squirrelly and definitely 'in love' w/me again. Then again, I worry that she might never be "ok" and the further away from her I get, the better. But I have a hard time seeing that as good for my girls.
(D-15 would be fine with it)