oh yeah... he said he was miserable when he was with me and now he is not miserable anymore...

how do I not believe that? who says that? how can I DB my brain out to get someone back who was miserable with me?

i feel like a schizo... but i should just all together give up...

but yet two days ago when i told him I was not signing the D papers b/c i needed to focus on myself he understood and agreed we both need to focus on ourselves and the baby first...