I dont mean to interupt your conversation. I havent been here in a long time and Im not sure where to post message.
My husband moved out a month ago after I found out he was seeing ow that he had affair with 2 yrs ago. I am so heartbroken. He is living with his mother about 1 mile away, and I am constantly driving by her street to see if hes home to put my mind at rest that he is not with ow. I have been going through this for 3 yrs and i feel like I cant take anymore. My h was everything to me and I have no support system except my christian counselor, thank god. I also have my son with me he is 16 and it makes me sad what his father has done to him. He is such a good kid he goes to a catholic H.S so thank god he has his faith. My h is into alot of dark stuff like porno, heavy metal, and Howard Stern all day. and he is a spendaholic. But very ambitious and successful with his own business, but also a workaholic. I felt I always came last on his list. But there are things that I love about him like his sense of humor, and intelligence. I know I have to GAL but im feeling very down and find it difficult to meet new friends.
