Coke Zero - check Chili Cheese Fries - maybe in an hour Sleep an hour - probably do 20 minutes Sugar Free Red Bull - I'll do a 180 and try it
Damn, she has a lot of sex books. Like a whole sh*t load. And I'm not talking smutty romance either, because she has even more of those. What's the deal with that? Aren't these books like porn for women? Does she have a book/porn addiction?
--Fergie
No she doesn't have a book/porn addiction, truth be told, I don't even believe in sex addiction, I think people want to have sex and some just don't want to restrict themselves, we're sexual beings, we're made to have sex and alot of people don't have sex regularly and don't want to admit that they have these urges because that would be "unspeakable".
She's horny and she wants sex, it's on her mind constantly, she has plenty of material to show for it, she wants sex and she's either having lots of sex with a new man right now or she's planning to in the foreseeable future.
Whew. Another break. I think I'll get her office cleaned out and I'll be over 50% done. I feel like I've been on a Stairmaster of several hours.
What kind of sex books? You name it. Everything from erotic art, bisexual stories, soft core, but mostly hard core kink. None of the topics surprise me, just the sheer volume of it. Dozens and dozens of books. Maybe 75 to 100.
Like I said before we don't have kids, so use your imagination. It make me a little uncomfortable to even write anonymously about what we do in our sex life, so I'll just leave it at that. It was the one thing that I thought worked in our M.
She's horny and she wants sex, it's on her mind constantly, she has plenty of material to show for it, she wants sex and she's either having lots of sex with a new man right now or she's planning to in the foreseeable future.
Yeah. After today, my gut is telling me it isn't that she is horny all the time and wants lots of sex. It is telling me it is the *type* of sex she wants. It makes me wonder who she went looking for. That makes the betrayal that much worse for me.
I'm also getting the feeling there was a lot of cyber sex involved.
Whew. Another break. I think I'll get her office cleaned out and I'll be over 50% done. I feel like I've been on a Stairmaster of several hours.
A man w/a plan that executes! Bottle that up, Ferg, that's hott!
Originally Posted By: Fergie
[quote]It is telling me it is the *type* of sex she wants. It makes me wonder who she went looking for. That makes the betrayal that much worse for me.
I was wondering the same thing, before you even brought up the book finds... Low self esteem, lack of interest in all but 'work', not feeling good enough for you, etc... Leads you to wonder...
Keep it up, Fergie.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
Her books, most of her furniture, and office are done. That's 50%. I'm done packing and moving for the night. I need to do some regular cleaning and grocery shopping.
I still have the bedroom (easy), three closets (harder), basement (easy), and kitchen (questionable). Probably ~5 hours for everything.
Questions: 1. What do I do with the wedding photos? 2. What do I do with papers and documents? I think other than her birth certificates, passport, anything directly related to her personally, I hold onto them (property related, financial) 3. I'm feeling generous about the kitchen equipment, since we have enough for duplicates. But I wouldn't mind keeping all the cookware. She must have bought dishes by now, unless she is paper-plating it. Thoughts?
Just to recap (the modified plan): Step 1. Clean garage. Setup space to receive boxes. - Complete Step 2. Locate packing supplies (boxes, tape, etc) - Complete Step 3. Pack and move belongings to garage - 50% Step 4. Inform Rob I am ready - Pending Step 5. Inform the WAS - Before next Sunday
I also have IC first thing tomorrow. I plan to get the C on board for the new plan. Work on me. Tell the C I won't necessarily bail on MC, but if the W isn't begging to come back and the OM isn't addressed, it is a waste of time.
I should find out tomorrow if any MC sessions are even scheduled.
