thanks Trurgrit- I would love to have something verbally or in writing from WAW saying something to the effect of what your W told you...I know it may only make the confusion for you worse...but it also says something about indecision and the possibility of regret on her part.
I try to GAL but never seem to truly enjoy myself...I keep as busy as I can but my mind is right there w/ me.
I almost wish I left the house so there would be no memories or intrusive thoughts.
I met some people this morning and I felt good getting out of my head...problem is my closest friend was there as well- he recently broke off his engagement b/c of some lies/behaviors of his fiance- so we both essentially bounce off of one another...
diff is he was w/ her for 4 months- I was w/ W for 6yrs...and we married obv.
Thanks for checking in and I will do my best to let the fog clear w/o fighting it.
