I've been at this a LONG time. And, I Db'd (or thought I was DB'ing) myself into a shell of my former self. If you've been following along, I only recently, really since early February or so, started to feel like me again.
So, it's time. It's time to rid myself of this resentment that's building up. I need to see the phone records. I need to know if there is a number, or a few numbers that have a high level of activity. If not, then, my other two parallel paths will be in place. If so, I'll strangle him! (J/K) But, I will take some stealth advice on how to handle it. I'm not sure it's something I can forgive. And, I hope to not be presented with the need to decide.
THANK you for coming by!
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
