Well it's been one heck of a week, up, down and mostly felt like I was hanging on the very last rung of the ladder of life by Friday night.

Right that's the miserable bit.



Saturday not feeling so well so let ODP talk me out of riding and spent the day with H. A simple day, some special cuddles wink wink, and croissants for breakie he had picked up the day before. Popped out shopping to get stuff for dinner then came back to watch the first of the twilight films to catch up the plot, so we could watch number two that eve. Watched a tv program we are following and then started to watch no two. H came over for a cuddle about half hour into it. Hard to watch no two as the boyfriend vampire because the girlfriend can't be safe, in the first one I said to h do you remember being so in love like that and he smiled and said maybe we are again! Anyway few teary moments through the film don't know if H twigged why.

Then today two biggys he went off to find a new walking group first thing he has found to do at home since coming back..

Me I finally kicked my ODP into touch held head high and went ride madam, right I can't control what's going on in my life I'm doing my damnedest to keep going...

Now on rung four please god let some thing happen this week that gives me a big break!

Last edited by Lost Rabbit; 03/28/10 02:59 PM.
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!