My husband is addicted to an emotional affair

[nicole8]

Everyone makes such good points. I've been doing alot of thinking over the last day or so. I am really beginning to have alot of hate for my h. I am so sick and tired of the bs and just want to go on with my life. It upsets me what he is doing. Is he really throwing away our M for some girl who may or may not date him? I just don't get it. Why is he so confused and being so stupid??? Does he really want a d? If so, why hasn't he actually filed?

I feel like I am a total idiot for wanting our marriage to work. I know he thinks it could work....if he chose to be here. But NO he is at his mom's because he can have his secret life over there. I want to yell and scream at him about how stupid he is. Sometimes I wonder if I should just tell my h that I am going to date and see what he would say...would he even care? I think he would because I am the one he is going to fall back on.....maybe I'm wrong.

I am so excited to talk to db coach on Monday....I really need to get focused and figure out what I need to do. I really need to get a better mental attitude for sure.