Little tidbit - here's why the law of attraction doesn't "work" - if I want to attract a job and you want the same job, who gets it? The one who "attracted" it longer?
God is what we are talking about when people mention "the universe" - and He is fair and kind and JUST - no one person counts more than another.
He gave us free will, and she has free will.
Sorry, still on page 1 of your sitch, just started reading, and wanted to let people know - whether you believe in God or a higher power or not, the whole "attraction" thing doesn't work logically for that very reason.
