Thank you so much flowmom and luv - I especially appreciate the prayers. I will hold you both in mine tonight and every night as long as you need it.
Wish there were no rules against contact IRL, wouldn't it be so much easier when you're in shock to just call someone from DB forum and get instant advice. LOL. I know that's not practical, but having some buddies would be nice sometimes. Thank God my MIL/FIL are here for me, or I'd have no one to talk to.