I wanted to be with H because I love him and it seemed to me that night that he was coming to his senses and loved me too.
I guess I had my hopes up way too high, thinking that would happen! I just thought with all this time he had that he wanted more and wanted his family back again.
I know I made a mistake because I felt like this in November when we were together for a few hours. I left feeling the same way. Very very sad and upset.