G, you are probably right. On reflection my H has been really self-centered in many instances but in others he has gone the extra mile. I guess that is what I am going to miss about him. He did have the ability to make me feel wonderful and I dont think at the time I recognised it or appreciated it, or rather didnt show the appreciation that he needed for it.

Just to torture myself a little, I keep thinking of my H spoiling the OW like he used to spoil me!! Ughh!!


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