Hi G, thanks for the input. That was a 180 for me standing up for myself. Normally I would just agree with the comments and then also apologise.

You echo my sentiments exactly. It is for better or worse and my love is being tested, that is why it is unconditional love.

I said my H is not worth it at the moment - not forever. At the moment, he needs to put aside his selfishness and focus on his family. That what I meant by not worth it. I guess what I meant was I have always put him first in everything, even ahead of my sons and for now they come first and so do I. I believe by looking after myself I can be a better W and mother. I am part of a team, but also an individual.

I guess I also feel really betrayed so those were words of anger.


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