hopingforchange, I have been on this ride for 5 years now, I read your sitch and it brought back memories, as far as I can work out I dont think its reconnecting or small steps forward, I have witnessed all this and more and then its back to square one, I think what you are seeing is just part and parcel of the rollercoaster ride, and remember whatever the ride is all about them and no one else, take care be strong and look after yourselves
