Need a Plan for My Marriage

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I am just sitting here reading through some threads trying to make sense of my sitch. I am a lot better since yesterday. I spent a nice day with the kiddies, and they had a great time as did I. I made sphagetti and meatballs and bought some ice-cream at Baskin Robbins. Wife says she had a going a way party for a co-worker, so I said okay. I am sure it is with the OM. I am very at piece having time to myself since kiddies are asleep. I am glad that my daughter will have a friend over tomorrow, so I do not have to deal with the moody, disrespectful wife. I may not necessarily do much or have a life outside the home, but I am finding things that keep me happy again, and I did not worry about her too much tonight. It felt good. I still have my moments, but I really needed some piece-of-mind tonight. I really do not want to see her because it will just bring negative feelings to me. I do want my M, so is it weird to feel this way? I guess a break from the stress is helpful.