Very weird night when w returned. I did my best to remain positive and upbeat but quiet and not initiating conversation. W was asking me how my week was, what I did. Told me about a friend of a friend who was ill then said if you answer my calls you'd know. I know you are mad at me.

I didn't say a word to that. Then she hugs me when I'm reading my d a story - no hug back, just a smile. Asks me if I want to watch a movie with her. I said sure but then stalled watching TV while she fell asleep on the couch.

I have to admit it was strange...can't read too much into it. She's probably feeling guilty.


M 40
W 39
D 4
M 5 years
Bomb dropped 08/09
In house separation