WAW still around, DBing starting to work

[gutwrenching]

Thanks FM! Today has been tough. Highest anxiety I've experienced in long time. Can't quite shake it. Frustrating, cause I thought I was past that. I guess it is the fact that things are once again coming to a head and I don't know what's going to come from this talk. Just to make it even worse, she has had a stressful day at work. She started to try to talk to me about it at one point, but then got pulled away and we never did quite finish, but she has been dealing with some big issues today.
Great, perfect (sarcasm here), just what we need right now.

I'm hanging in there, but certainly a little disappointed by the implication that we still don't communicate on anything serious (since that is because she won't let the wall down far enough to do that) and the if there is even a you and I in the future comment.