Cindy...nice to meet you...I know I don't seem to be detached...I am not sure I know how...I have lost weight, wearing different clothes..taken up quilting...redecorating house...so you hit on many things I have changed. Thing is I am having trouble with how to respond to those comments from h...I want to fight for the m, but I am not going to point blank tell him that even if he files I will fight him all the way...I don't know the right way to proceed. I am leaving him alone, I won't call him anymore to go out...these are big 180 for me.
Helped at church dinner and as h went through line with plate.. and a big smile..he teasingly moved it around as I put the food on it....I said "smarty"....just little things like that give me a warm feeling.......
