...as much as you say you don't want the drama...you want the drama..I get it..I completely get it. When living with it for so long..it changes your DNA..your body craves it. I actually feel some withdrawal from it sometimes...and other times..I feel like I can breath again.
Grit- love some of the newer Eddie Vedder too (society)..and love just about anything acoustic. I am music OBSESSED...my entire life- unfortunately I wasn't blessed with any musical abilities. I cant whistle and am completely tone DEAF...cannot even get a good snap out of my fingers... I did play a mean trumpet in grammar school..until I realized it wasn't cool to be in the band anymore..and got braces which made it painful to play...That doesn't stop me from belting out Beyonce's Irreplaceable while cruising around SOLO in my car. Emphasis on solo.
I actually got busted one time singing...my blackberry was in my purse unlocked..and it dialed my H cell phone..my 45 minute commute home from work was showcased for all my H's colleagues..he had me on speaker..singing Miley Cyrus, Creed etc. It wasn't pretty. He taped it and replayed it for me. I sound so much better in the car, alone, with the music VERY VERY loud. As you can see by my frequent posts...project 'clean house' is coming along SUPER SLOW. Project 'drink malbec' is progressing at a better pace.
Funny you say that..my older dog just got his teeth cleaned (almost 11 years old)..and well..I was expecting more from this $300 investment. His breath can still knock a buzzard off of a sh*t pile..
I still love his kisses though. Now if that isn't true love I don't know what is ; )
God I wish I had a steak right now....eating is a task on my 'to do' list now that I am alone. I used to love cooking...but it isn't much fun when you are cooking for yourself. Egg and avocado on multigrain has become my staple. Protein, good fat, and good carbs- meal of champions. I need to start buying frozen dinners!!
